its always be the hard way.

until when it should be like this.
im tired.
tired being lied and hurt.
am i invisible?
i dont know.
seem the hardest word to say.
i'll go.








p/s: its hurt.

sangat alone.

sudah xmcm dl lg.klu sibuk pn msh ada khabar.sekarang diam berjam2.ckp bila ada yg perlu shja.apa ingat saya ni sekadar tmpt prtnyaan ka?
knpa..
saya bosan dan saya rasa sunyi.
kalau sudah tahu ingin punya lebih maka adil la.saya juga inginkan yg sama.
selalu saya yg mengalah.selalu saja.
fahamkah saya.sedang kau ingin difahami begitu juga aku.
bila semua ini akan berakhir.
segala rasa yg sakit kini sudah kebas.kaku.
argghh....
saya mahu semua ini berakhir...
ya....sangat2 sakit dan terluka.

in this house.

sangat bored.yup!
nothing much can do in here.bukan mcm tmpt kita.orang2 di sini juga sangat kolot.
bukan apa...hidup berjiran mestilah pandai bergaul kn.
so why should u isolated us??
tapi xpala...itu hak anda bukan.
dan berkata tentang orang serumah...
hurmm....
biarla...asal mereka bahagia.xluak pn.

selamat Hari Guru

jasamu dikenang.
buat my big sis...
three of u HAPPY TEACHERS DAY...
BEST OF LUCK AND SUCCESS ALL THE WAY TO TEACH OUR NATIONAL TREASURE...
Luv u sis.....

hurts.

its look nothing but deep inside.i couldn't express it.i dont want it too but it happen without u can refuse it.
i will do it when im ready.but at that time u only hurting me.i wasn't ready yet..its really hurt.dear...
please....ask for my permission 1st.we can do it more better without hurting me.yes...i do..but i dont know bout u...i wont do it if u just wanna have fun.it wasn't cool it wasn't nice.
please dear....
next time just tell me...ask me....
im not a puppet...
i got feeling too...
hurmmmmmm.......





ilyone.

1st day

ok.today is our 1st day at Hosp. Keningau.
so far so good.
actually br orentasi pn.haha

so esok br la start praktikal.anyway wish us luck ok.
smile from Keningau....^_^